Summer is over (Thank Christ).
It was hot (mostly) and we all had a couple of laughs and got something resembling a tan so lets call a spade a spade and pack it in for this year shall we? I'm trying to salvage what is left of this pathetic year (please disregard the more blindly optimistic posts previous to this one, they were misguided and heavily influenced by desperation) and I think I'm going to just try and sleep the rest of it away. This whole year was a total scam (notice my sweeping generalizations) filled with all the typical blind hopes and grandiose dreams I seem incapable of escaping from. But now, now I have lost my rather tenuous grasp on positivity and am content to lay down in the thick ooze of resignation. Plain, boring, uneventful, desperately lonely resignation. I'd love to say all is not lost and that this small bout of negativity will soon pass and maybe it will but I'm really in no mood to entertain any more lofty optimism.
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